I Feel Like A Mocktail

Yes P-Square does make me wanna cry.

I miss my baby. He's a buttface whose heart is made of stones, but I still miss him.

I'm bored. I wanna go to the library and, borrow stuff... What?? I've spent my days swinging, gym-ing, reading, cooking and editing my music. I may as well add UWIE G to every song I own.

Blah. I wub my baby aby, she's my babyboo.

Gaza

No I do NOT feel sorry for the Palestinians

Because those women and men who got killed have died in honor for defending what they believe in. Those children who got killed are now resting peacefully in God's eden. They're lucky for dying in such a young age, they don't get to see and do whatever the hell we do these days.

We should not feel bad or sorry for them, because they are not suffering anymore. Prayers go to those who have passed away. Prayers go to those who are still fighting for their lives, may Allah give you strength and patience. May this be a lesson to all the muslims out there. We're given the chance to spread the word.

We're all given the chance to walk the earth. May we all value our lives more by fighting for what we believe in in everything we do. May we always remember our purpose. May we always remember that life isn't forever. May we always remember that out brothers and sisters who have died in Gaza and other parts of the world DID NOT die for nothing. May we try to spend our lives defending our religion, do what Allah wants us to do, play by His rules.

Prayers to all the muslims. Not everyone is lucky enough to live long, so always take care of yourselves. Stay healthy, cherish what Allah has given you. Learn what you have to learn to become a better person. Being successful means being able to learn from your failure, realizing what you've done wrong. Being able to admit your mistakes. Being able to use your knowledge to keep Islam strong.

Being able to avoid arrogance. Being able to try to make yourself and anyone else a better being, without judging anybody. Having the courage to speak for yourself. Being able to learn from those with more knowledge.

Being able to pursue your dreams without neglecting the 5 prayers. Being able to give as much as you take. Being able to avoid temptation. Being able to defend what you believe in.

As much as I want to help the people in Gaza, just like everybody else does, there's nothing much we can do but help them continue what they've died for. Defend islam wherever and whenever. InshaAllah they all rest in peace. :)

10.5 More Hours

And I'm still up doing nothing productive. I've been trying to put myself to sleep.

Anywho. I came up with theories as I was rolling around in my bed, thinking about life. *pah*

There they are

1. The more you date, the higher your marriage standards will be. Coz you see, people who never dated anyone before marriage are happy. At least dem I have seen. Coz they've never dated anybody before, they become more grateful with what their life partners.
2. Men. No matter how crazy they are. No matter how wild. All men want good girls. They wanna end up with girls who respect themselves. Who know how to look presentable. Who know how to take care of themselves. Who know how to control their wild side.

Yeah, dat's all. Bet you already knew that. Awell

Resolutions for '09

I usually don't believe in resolutions. I find them pointless, but that's only because I'm never committed to any of my goals. So Yeah. I mean, why only make resolutions for New Year? Okay, except for the fact that we all must be grateful that we're allowed to live until 2009.

Dem resolutions.

1. Achieve at least 5 of these goals

2. Lose 5 kgs by exercising more

3. Eat more healthily. That means no junk food and more fruits and veggies. Okay, preferably, more fruits than veggies.

4. Try to save 100-150 a month.

5. Be more religious.

6. Quit smoking.

7. Stop bitching about people. As much fun as it is, nobody's perfect. Let them do whatever the hell they wanna do, I'll focus on fixing myself.

8. Stop with the make-up. Except for eyeliner.

9. Dress more appropriate. Anything decent is always comfortable to wear for moi.

10. Self Confidence. Boost it.

11. Grow nails.

12. Decorate Room.

13. Appreciate my friends' company.

14. Swim more.

15. Stop making racist jokes.

16. Be more like a sister to my sisters instead of a mother.

17. Stop cursing too much.

18. Stop spending money on worthless crap.

19. Blog less. Facebook less.

20. Go Kayaking.

My tongue. Watch my tongue. I gotta be careful with what I'm saying to people. I mean, I don't wanna be the weak one and shit, but seriously. People want me to watch what I'm saying. Okay then, I know when I'm wrong. And if you're the kind of person who's just saying that coz you feel like you're always right, then to hell with you.

And Exam on thursday. whoo hoo. Fun.

i aint a perfect person

funny shit grown ups do

the older your get, the wiser you must be. Well, this is what i've noticed; the older they get, the more shit comin out of their mouths. The older they get, the more people they can bitch about as the people they hate on have babies. Then they start hating on the babies. Ahh. I don't give a damn what people say about my dad. My dad is a hard-working, likeable person. You're just over-sensitive and petty that you can't stand him. My dad is honest, REAL, smart and Alhamdullillah, I love him. Whatever the hell you sayin' to me, I will never turn againts him. Neither will my mom. You may feel sorry for us, but we don't give a damn coz we're living a happy life Alhamdullillah. We're happy coz we are NOT hating on anyone else. We look forward, we learn from mistakes and we don't give a damn about other peoples' businesses.

Whatever happened to family gathering where everybody's happy. Nobody be talking about my eyeliner, my clothes, my weight, my course, my phone, my accent, my marks, my this and that and start comparing me to my cousins. ARE YOUR LIVES THAT BORING. FOR GOD'S SAKES. YOU ARE MILLION YEARS OLDER THAN US. FUCKING GET A LIFE. GROW THE FUCK UP. JEEEEEEZ.

What goes around comes around. I've made my mistakes too, but seriously, if you're adult enough ya AUNTIES AND UNCLES, then instead of bitching about your nieces, just let me know or shut the fuck up. Argh, and people wonder why I don't wanna go back to Indo.