Saturday, 20th? Argh, why bother

My emo side tells me that I have noone to trust anymore. Everything is dark… silent… and I.am.starting.to.talk.like.this.

No, I’m not emo. I don’t even give a shit about the emos. However, yes I do feel like I can’t trust nobody for shit. Okay, I admit, I do only talk to 1 or 2 people in the whole damn world now, still. What the fuck.

First of all, maybe I’ve been in a so called relationship. Who am I kidding? I don’t do relationships. Probably, just one of those days of mine, but seriously, I don’t believe that I’m good enough for one man to stay with, without having other girls as back up. Maybe I’M the back up. Anywho, I don’t think I’m in any place whatsoever to talk like that. Bah.

Going to Langkawi today, yay. My excitement has died, but I’m looking forward to it. I don’t know what to pack still. Ain’t too clear on what the plans are. I guess I’ll find out when we get there.

Fuck this.

And I miss home so bad. If I get a flight home right now, without any visa problem, fuck yeah I’ll go right away. Fuck telling people when or if I’m leaving. I don’t even think I’ll be missed lmao. Ahhh, life.

Aite. There. My being sappy, sad and pathetic. Havent been writing interesting shit on my blog lately. I’ve lost my sense of humour and now lead a boring life.

When It Comes to A Bitch..

I wanna thank my babies for being there for me. for being genuinely caring. :) love em much

and to hell with dem bitches whose purpose in life is to steal other girls' men.

You know who you are

Bitches

Girls are complicated i must admit.

for the smallest shit, we start acting like a bitch. When it comes to something big, we know how to handle it. We appreciate appreciation.... bah seriously..

Most girls I know, who are straight, when they see men they like and then they KNOW that those men are taken. They back the fuck off. They respect that man for being in a relationship. Only bitches wait for that man to dump the girl, or get dumped. By keep on calling him, and all that crap. If you're in the girlfriend position, then don't go all crazy over it.

Yeah just let it be. his behavior ain't your responsibility. you ain't got no right to control whoever the hell he wanna check out or be nice too. Your job is to be a good girl, stay committed and not flirt with other men for YOURSELVES, not him.

Fuck her.

Eid Mubarak

Blahh..

Current songs :

1. Lucky - Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat

2. Superhuman - Chris Brown ft Keri Hilson

*laughs* damn, I really need to get started on my industrial visit essay. God help.

Also, as much as I appreciate freedom of speech. When it comes to death. Watch the fuck out on what you're saying. Not only it's inappropriate, also it's just sadistic to bitch about the situation. You don't know the guy who passed away, you don't know the assholes who killed them. Just say your prayers and shut the fuck up.

Back to bizness. I'm in love with P-square. I also prefer cute short chubby guys. Like my hippo. lmao. Ahh, I am so not high. I'm just talking bullcrap coz I haven't done that in awhile.

Sick of guys complaining about how the girls on campus are not hot enough. I mean seriously, they should be GRATEFUL. Just think. They're not getting laid now that the girls are not hot enough. If the girls get any hotter, hell they gotta go back to where they came from. They complain how some girls are too hairy. So what, they can wax their hair off and get you to fall head over heels for them. On the other hand, those guys can get all the makeovers they want, them hairy girls won't even give a fuck. Naw, it's just before you guys make any conclusions and set such high standards. Let me riddle you this. lmao. Naw, just look at yourselves first.

Guys, think. You want a good girl. Are you a good guy? You want somebody smart. Are you also smart? You want her to be religious? The stop fucking around and go pray. You want somebody hot? Then stop analyzing their looks and work on your personalities.

Who am I to give any advice right? true. This is just my opinion:)